24-02-22 Mixed feelings
It's afternoon and I'm a bit hungry, waiting for dad to come back and cook.
Why is it that my mind is suddenly filled with thoughts in Bohol (?) I don't know if I ate too little at noon or if there's something wrong with my brain (seriously suspicious).
During the meal, I felt listless, something felt off.
My heart was beating fast, my eyes staring at the phone felt a bit dry, rubbed them, still feeling emotionally complicated...
During this period, I met classmates Xiaogao and Xiaoli. Xiaogao gave me a really comfortable feeling, without any sense of discord. I've been in the circle for many years, with few interactions. I still like having someone accompany me to study. In fact, most of the time when I supervise study, I am also learning. But, to be honest, I really can't keep up with Xiaogao's ability to sit and study for 3 to 4 hours straight, if it were me, absolutely impossible!