This is another lesson learned. I can't drink milk tea before bed, it keeps me wide awake. It's now 2:30 in the morning, by the time I finish this essay, it'll be past 3. My blog hasn't been updated for a long time, but what I've written is all random stuff. Next time, I need to break it down and rewrite it.
Let's talk about recent events. My senior classmates in their third year have started to prepare to go home and find jobs one after another. I was planning to do the same, but fate had other plans, making me stay back for another academic year. People come and go, the moon waxes and wanes, true friendships seem to have a deep gap between high school and college. They drift apart as time goes by, only a few are maintained. Still, my favorite saying remains: Some people come into your life just fine, no need to stay forever, just accompany each other for a while.
Attending classes at the vocational and technical college, to be honest, it's the same whether I attend or not. It all depends on self-study, the teachers might be unnecessary, as few people pay attention. Everyone is playing with their phones and tablets in class, hardly anyone looks up. Oh well, no regrets...
Modern young people are used to watching dramas at double speed, having fast-food style relationships, and experiencing mental exhaustion. It's all part of daily life in this era. But in my world, there is joy in solitude. Some may say I'm lonely, but what I mean is not physical loneliness, it's something to be concealed.
Lately, I've been busy with math, advanced math. I truly feel how deep the pit of mathematics is, the surface is shallow, but the depth is profound. The words of Teacher Luo Xiang are like a soothing balm for the soul, giving me a lot of help. That's it for now, I need to go write some math.