Sleepless Night
April 23rd
The night is long with many dreams, hard to fall asleep, filled with worries.
With a father at home, the heart's desire is all about "undergraduate", but it's not easy, the road is difficult.
Under the backdrop of the pandemic, the bumps on the road have started to grow rampant again. Whether it's a disaster or a blessing, it's all up to fate. The teacher said: difficult. A wave of coldness in the heart. The road ahead is long and far, only through broad knowledge can one soar to the sky.
A close friend said: If you achieve wealth and honor, don't forget your friends. But in my heart, I ponder: How can a sparrow understand the ambition of a swan?
Going with the flow in exams, losing composure. In real battles, death is certain.
Thousand Island Lake, West Lake, Fuyang, the three Hangzhou places pressing down.
Professional courses, Chinese, Mathematics, seven subjects to calm the soul.
Parents worry, relatives worry, self worry, filled with worries.
Sigh, hard to express in words. If one dies in obscurity, wouldn't it be a wasted life. Pah, pah, pah.
In the school, neighbors are all talented individuals, their speed surpassing the teacher. They are extraordinary, intelligent. Looking at oneself, not as fast, average in talent, sigh, how to relieve worries?
Undressing to sleep, but the mind is filled with thoughts, hard to fall asleep. In the state between half-dream and half-awake, a few more worries arise.